things arent right..........
lately ive been getting more and more depressed, its either one of two things and i hope its not what i think it is more.....
things dont really seem to be getting better in life, just more complicated and heartbreaking when u think about it....i just dont know what to do nemore...
my happy face is wearing thin and i know sooner or later, either thru reading this or from looking at my face, that something is wrong...and it is
im getting lonelier and lonelier and i see that im not really going anywhere...and that hurts...it makes me feel as though i will never be loved again and that scares me
i dont know how to explain EXACTLY how i feel...or if i even feel at all
life just seems to keep crumbling around me and try as i might i cant catch all the pieces from hitting the ground....
i just need to vent, i cant say all that i need to or want to right now, but if u care ull ask me whats wrong and i might tell you.....
but for now i say goodnight and i hope that ur lives are much better then mine....
love always,
britt
things dont really seem to be getting better in life, just more complicated and heartbreaking when u think about it....i just dont know what to do nemore...
my happy face is wearing thin and i know sooner or later, either thru reading this or from looking at my face, that something is wrong...and it is
im getting lonelier and lonelier and i see that im not really going anywhere...and that hurts...it makes me feel as though i will never be loved again and that scares me
i dont know how to explain EXACTLY how i feel...or if i even feel at all
life just seems to keep crumbling around me and try as i might i cant catch all the pieces from hitting the ground....
i just need to vent, i cant say all that i need to or want to right now, but if u care ull ask me whats wrong and i might tell you.....
but for now i say goodnight and i hope that ur lives are much better then mine....
love always,
britt