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I search within everyone I know for the qualities I found in you, realizing only that no one compares to you. A truth I've known and ignored for way too long. If only I'd held on tighter, you might not have slipped as far away as you did. We've drifted away from the taste of our bitter-sweet addiction we shared for a brief moment in time. We're no longer consumed by one another just to get through the days. Our conversations are merely limited to everyday hellos howareyous and goodbyes, just so we can say we're still trying and our addiction hasnt died. You and I both know i'm not strong enough to handle life alone, and in a desperate attempt to stay alive, i need you. I'm falling back into old habits, grasping at whatever I can get my hands on that makes me feel half the emotions you once had running through my veins. A pale white figure dead to the world only considered alive because the beats in my heart still exist.
[..A girl who never wanted anything less than to be loved..]
[..A girl who never wanted anything less than to be loved..]