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Theres a thousand things i wish i could say right now. but the words just don't want to form as my fingers are almost to their breaking point. I can't believe im slowly starting to feel my anger return, for only a few days that apparently came and left right before my eyes, I honestly felt like i couldnt even be mad ever again, even if i tried, because i honest to god believed that when i snapped i let go of everything and from then on i could just laugh everything off, because i didnt and still dont want anyone to ever have the ability to phase me ever again. yet again my self esteem is shattered at the startling realization that i was wrong yet again.