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You say you don't understand me, but i'm merely running from battles I dont wanna fight.Sometimes i wanna just erase you and everything we had but then sometimes I get to thinking about how things were when I was completely addicted to you. You were the one I chose to feed me pain and I can honestly say you did the best you could. Now im stuck between here and you, whether or not I wanna get as close to you as i was before, to allow you the right to hurt me again. You swear you wanna start over, it'd be different this time. You assure me we wouldn't have to stay that close, I wouldn't have to allow you to get beneath my skin and manifest in my head until i can't take it nemore. What happens when you change your mind for the second time and leave me right where you found me, with nothing and with no one. I don't think thats a chance i'm willing to take, not even for a title as bestfriend.