I want you to know, but then again I don't. So complicated.
teh hardCAT (11:37:10 PM): so i've noticed that liking boys goes in cycles
teh hardCAT (11:37:21 PM): see, i've been tracking your progress.
offdawazoo25 (11:37:56 PM): uh huh
teh hardCAT (11:38:21 PM): first there's the ehh, i kinda like him but i'm not going to tell my friends because i'm not sure yet. then you tell a friend and it's official. then you get unreasonably happy at every little cute thing he does. however, this does not last long, for you become impatient and sad and depressed and think that if it hasn't gone anywhere by now it won't ever.
offdawazoo25 (11:38:42 PM): wow
offdawazoo25 (11:38:55 PM): youre very insightful moni
offdawazoo25 (11:40:50 PM): and then what happens?
i just know that liking boys for a long time inevitably leads to
teh hardCAT (12:24:21 AM): what are you going to do in the case that he doesn't like you/
teh hardCAT (12:24:48 AM): because in this case, yeah, he's getting the the hint, yeah, he knows you're flirting, but he knows he can't do any of it back or else he's leading you on.
...or i could be reason number two that Monica also inquired of so precisely...
teh hardCAT (12:26:22 AM): maybe he's not saying anything for the same reason you're not saying anything.
and yes, sweetheart, I can not say anything. Not now atleast, I am sure you'd realize the reasons as well. I am afraid of losing you, I am afraid of walking by you awkwardly again. I haven't told anyone this...I am most afraid of the fact that I am not good enough for you. You deserve someone...nice, calm, uncomplicated, beautiful. All things of which I am far from. I am afraid that you already realize my faults and you would not be willing to take me for me. So I sit and wait. I do not dare take the plunge for fear of all of the above. I want you so bad.
offdawazoo25 (12:08:12 AM): you know...maybe i did like him for his looks...
teh hardCAT (12:11:50 AM): i doubt it.
teh hardCAT (12:11:56 AM): i don't think he's cute enough to like for looks.
offdawazoo25 (12:12:40 AM): haha
offdawazoo25 (12:12:42 AM): sure he is
Yes, you are. But you are so much more, that was me trying to placate my troubled mind. Someday soon I hope you "get the hint". I just want to make you happy.
offdawazoo25 (11:15:45 PM): are guys perceptive to things?
offdawazoo25 (11:16:08 PM): like do yall have "mens intuition"
raptor997 (11:16:23 PM): nah..i dont think so
Oh honey, I wish it were that easy.