( nine ) ♦ video/text (english)

[eroslegy]

（　the camera turns on to reveal hungary, dressed in her usual messy/loose clothes, a mixture between the 16th century clothing she arrived in and stuff she picked up in discedo-like a gray hoodie with G　O 　 P　U　P　C　A　T　S emblazoned across the front. she also looks kind of nervous, and takes a deep breath.　）

Hello. It is Magy-Hungary.

Read… please.

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Comments

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[mizu_isei]

That isn't something you should have to apologize for...

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[eroslegy]

lying

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[mizu_isei]

Was it really a lie?

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[eroslegy]

yes

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[mizu_isei]

Even if it is simple as that, you probably had your reasons. I doubt that anyone here will be offended.

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[eroslegy]

a lie is a lie

i should not have hid it

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[mizu_isei]

Well, if that's how you feel.

Can I ask why you hid it? I'm a little curious.

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[eroslegy]

i was always a boy

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[mizu_isei]

Hm... what made you change your mind?

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[eroslegy]

i was not one

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[mizu_isei]

You mean, just physically?

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[eroslegy]

yes

its hard to explain

ahh when i was very small i met my grandfather who raised me and then i was his grandson

i always thought i was his grandson

i didnt realize i was a girl until recently

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[mizu_isei]

Oh.

Well, I can understand. If you were raised as a boy, you wouldn't have a way to know you were really a girl.

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[eroslegy]

yes thats it

when i started to grow i denied it

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[mizu_isei]

Sometimes people live as men or women, even if their physical body doesn't match.

Did you not want to live as a girl?

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[eroslegy]

i thought of myself as a boy so why would i have even thought about it

（　she's also pretty sure living as another gender is wrong in some vague way, maybe religiously, but she's not sure enough about it to mention that. she doesn't really care anyway.　）