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David says he still wants to be friends.
I don't have any idea as to how thats possible. If I have him around me... I'll want his arms around me. I adore him. I don't want to do this friends thing. I want it all or nothing. Everytime I talk to him I'm in tears. I don't understand. I just want to be with him. I know I sound stupid and whiney... But this "being friends" thing hurts me more than the break up. I just want him or I want none of him.
I feel like crying.
I don't have any idea as to how thats possible. If I have him around me... I'll want his arms around me. I adore him. I don't want to do this friends thing. I want it all or nothing. Everytime I talk to him I'm in tears. I don't understand. I just want to be with him. I know I sound stupid and whiney... But this "being friends" thing hurts me more than the break up. I just want him or I want none of him.
I feel like crying.