The Roaming Thoughts of an Insomniac ( one of many)
Since there are occasions when my mind is restless and i need to get some things out ( whether it be flashbacks, random thoughts or philosophy) I want to type them out. hell who knows if i ever get back to writing books i could get some stuff from this. so i'll probbably be making this a series whenever I cant sleep or i'm restless.
As I was sitting in the living room having a fit of insomnia the night before my mime final I decided to pop in LM.C's PV collection and watch Maya and Aiji. As I was watching I kept thinking how cute Aiji was . Considering i've never really fangirled over Aiji I began to think over a few things.
First how ironic it is now that LM.C is my favorite band when, then they came out with Rock the LM.C I was...not pleased and even ridiculed Aiji for making that choice. ( Then again for a long time i did blame him for Pierrot's breakup so maybe thats why) but after a while the tune grew on me and after a few singles I was a completely loyal fan ( seriously i havent missed preordering a single since Trailers [gold] and Trailers [silver].
Anyways Then i began to think of how it was i got into Pierrot all those years ago. I remember one day when Aiji (BFF Aiji not real Aiji XD;; ) came over to my place. it must have been the first time now that I think of it and that was when I first saw the first and second Pierrot pv collections.
First time I saw Kirito I laughed, I squealed in fact since I had never been exposed to that sort of style ( Even before I got into jrock i was a nerdy bookworm sorta girl i never cared much for music) anyways after laughing and watching Aiji pointing out stuff from PVs like Aiji's girly spin in Nounai Morphine. But yeah... My love for Takeo came from the Torikago PV i remember when i first saw it Aiji has already told me about all the fandoms ( things like "the fans in japan , depending on their favorite members call themselves things like Kiritars, or kohtars, ect" or something along those lines) So i was already trying to think which band member I liked best. I rememeber back then I sorta had a thing for Jun, but when i saw Nounai morphine I remember i even asked Aiji who thats was and since then I guess I've been a Takar.
still...part of me wonders if i really did like Takeo, why i didnt like Aiji , or Kohta, or hell even stay with my first choice and pick Jun and again i had another flashback of when I was in Elementary school and back int he day when Spice girls were the shit ( oh god am i actually comparing Pierrot to Spice girls? the world is ending x_o ) Though I never liked them, seriously back then my world was books and everyone picked on me anyways , back int he day when they were big the elementary school girls would always be like " well i wanna be.." and i guess you could say we would play house on the bus.
I didnt care much, I was reading but one day one of the girls asked me who i wanted to be since i was included int heir game. I hadnt known much really i had only seen their pictures since they were everywhere. I remember back then i wanted to be the blonde, but course then some other girl jumped in and was like " NO thats me you're going to be *insert other spice girl name* " I remember i was a little dissapointed but i was included so i never said anything.
Maybe that was the case with my love of Pierrot, or at least Takeo, eh its been too long i dont even know if its real or fake anymore XD; eh I know for sure that that was the case for PLC. I was never a big Aya fan. in fact Aya was probbably my least favorite. I liked Daishi , but Aiji would get mad whenever i said that and Jun always claimed Lida and since i was girly Aya was picked for me to like, and i accepted it. huh...its strange what people do to feel accepted.
eh well its late maybe if my mind is still brimming with thoughts i'll write some more down.
As I was sitting in the living room having a fit of insomnia the night before my mime final I decided to pop in LM.C's PV collection and watch Maya and Aiji. As I was watching I kept thinking how cute Aiji was . Considering i've never really fangirled over Aiji I began to think over a few things.
First how ironic it is now that LM.C is my favorite band when, then they came out with Rock the LM.C I was...not pleased and even ridiculed Aiji for making that choice. ( Then again for a long time i did blame him for Pierrot's breakup so maybe thats why) but after a while the tune grew on me and after a few singles I was a completely loyal fan ( seriously i havent missed preordering a single since Trailers [gold] and Trailers [silver].
Anyways Then i began to think of how it was i got into Pierrot all those years ago. I remember one day when Aiji (BFF Aiji not real Aiji XD;; ) came over to my place. it must have been the first time now that I think of it and that was when I first saw the first and second Pierrot pv collections.
First time I saw Kirito I laughed, I squealed in fact since I had never been exposed to that sort of style ( Even before I got into jrock i was a nerdy bookworm sorta girl i never cared much for music) anyways after laughing and watching Aiji pointing out stuff from PVs like Aiji's girly spin in Nounai Morphine. But yeah... My love for Takeo came from the Torikago PV i remember when i first saw it Aiji has already told me about all the fandoms ( things like "the fans in japan , depending on their favorite members call themselves things like Kiritars, or kohtars, ect" or something along those lines) So i was already trying to think which band member I liked best. I rememeber back then I sorta had a thing for Jun, but when i saw Nounai morphine I remember i even asked Aiji who thats was and since then I guess I've been a Takar.
still...part of me wonders if i really did like Takeo, why i didnt like Aiji , or Kohta, or hell even stay with my first choice and pick Jun and again i had another flashback of when I was in Elementary school and back int he day when Spice girls were the shit ( oh god am i actually comparing Pierrot to Spice girls? the world is ending x_o ) Though I never liked them, seriously back then my world was books and everyone picked on me anyways , back int he day when they were big the elementary school girls would always be like " well i wanna be.." and i guess you could say we would play house on the bus.
I didnt care much, I was reading but one day one of the girls asked me who i wanted to be since i was included int heir game. I hadnt known much really i had only seen their pictures since they were everywhere. I remember back then i wanted to be the blonde, but course then some other girl jumped in and was like " NO thats me you're going to be *insert other spice girl name* " I remember i was a little dissapointed but i was included so i never said anything.
Maybe that was the case with my love of Pierrot, or at least Takeo, eh its been too long i dont even know if its real or fake anymore XD; eh I know for sure that that was the case for PLC. I was never a big Aya fan. in fact Aya was probbably my least favorite. I liked Daishi , but Aiji would get mad whenever i said that and Jun always claimed Lida and since i was girly Aya was picked for me to like, and i accepted it. huh...its strange what people do to feel accepted.
eh well its late maybe if my mind is still brimming with thoughts i'll write some more down.