why

[eroncan]

honestly, i never thought
anything would come down
the way this has. i cannot
explain my actions or anything
that happend. but i can
def. fuckin let people know
i did not fuckin touch/do the
drug cocaine. so what you are
hearing is not true. but people
will be people. believe what the
fuck you want.

yea, so this has been a rough
road that i am down. and it is
not even close to the end. i can
honestly say that i am truly for
what i did. and i cannot take back
what happend. but if i could go back,
i would one, listen to my friends, and
2 not be so selfish and think of every-
one else before i do something stupid.
Not only have i hurt my family, but i
hurt my friends, anyone that cared for
me and, mostly i've hurt myself. i can
see that i am learning from this already,
and it will never happen again, although it
was only an one time thing. i just wish
nothing would have happend..but shit happends
and you have to deal with it. so i am
going to deal with it.

i was given the opotion of switching schools
annd that the moment i am not sure if it
will be good or not. i guess i just gota
think about it...

so to anyone that cares.
i did NOT do the drug
cocaine. and if i hurt
you in any kind of way,
i am sorry. and if there
is anything i can do, let
me know.

and so you know..
i miss and love
all my friends soo
much. thanks for
any and everything
you have done! : )