We are young
When I start thinking about what I should be writing about I get lost. A rush of emotion and another sigh takes me away from my anxieties and into realization: when was the last time I did something utterly spontaneous?
I assume that I am just losing patience with the “day-to-day” mishaps and am impatiently awaiting the endeavors, present on the horizon. For instance, I have a show coming up and I am less than ecstatic about it. More or less, I need a job and money… FAST! My bank account is going to be less than glamorous in the next couple of months and I want to help that as much as I can. I just feel a little bit out of control. Yes, I did get myself into all of these commitments, but I am not ready to have a scripted summer. What I mean is that I want to have the option to go away for a weekend, or to the beach without hesitation. I want that option.
I need to take a deep breath and get over it. It’s too bad that I am backing out of prior commitments, but I really want to enjoy myself this summer. I need to enjoy myself.
I assume that I am just losing patience with the “day-to-day” mishaps and am impatiently awaiting the endeavors, present on the horizon. For instance, I have a show coming up and I am less than ecstatic about it. More or less, I need a job and money… FAST! My bank account is going to be less than glamorous in the next couple of months and I want to help that as much as I can. I just feel a little bit out of control. Yes, I did get myself into all of these commitments, but I am not ready to have a scripted summer. What I mean is that I want to have the option to go away for a weekend, or to the beach without hesitation. I want that option.
I need to take a deep breath and get over it. It’s too bad that I am backing out of prior commitments, but I really want to enjoy myself this summer. I need to enjoy myself.