school rants.. again.

Sep 26, 2006 23:27

Schoolmates are having a tendency of acquiring the "feeling close" factor.
their comments and questions are going overboard as if we are THIS close to each other.
whatever happened to the well-mannered nature every human being studying in a high standard education supposed to have? imagine asking about the cost of my salary in a pure blunt way and worst, questioning my sexuality! and these people. these are not my friends. these are PLAIN schoolmates, readers. i cannot even consider them as my classmates, hello? or are they? i wish i knew.

i admit, i am really good in casual conversations. and i make sure they always go casual. unless i get to hang out with them every single day and every single subject i am in or if we ever have a common interest. which happens to be rare. and boy, i dont ask them personal stuffs. in fact i dont ask them at all! i just react to whatever they say. what do i care anyway?

the next time they go into me and start asking interviewing me about personal things i'd go:
"IF WE ARE CLOSE, YOU WOULD KNOW. YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO ASK ME. BUT HEY, WE ARE NOT."

my whole point of not letting myself be involved is the crazy little thing of HATING lying, too much fronting, and easy judgement. the mere asking of personal questions makes me feel that i should prove something to the person who asked me. who wants that?

fury, school

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