thought...

[ern8503]

For the past few days, I have been lost in my thoughts. I was driving up to N.C. the other day to go to my grandfather's wedding and on the radio was a familiar song with a great depth. "I can only imagine." Well, as some of ya'll know, that was played at Katie's funeral almost a year ago. Then as I drove home and passed the neighborhood where she grew up it played again. To some they might think it was not really anything but I might want to add that a year ago I made the same drive to N.C. and on that drive heard the exact same song. I think someone is trying to tell me something. I am a true believe of signs and I am seriously spooked. I guess above all I wish she was back here, at home. She was beautiful, smart and above all a great friend and human being. To those who were there and know what I am talking about, please don't forget your memories and express them. I will always love KT and could never in a million years forget her. She was someone who helped make me who I am today. It's just strange how the little things, such as a song can break your heart back down to where you just CAN'T be without feeling something.

*Keep your eye on me Katie because it still hurts, one year later and I don't know if I will be able to share the hurt it caused me, not many know the feeling and I hope no one goes through this pain. By the way Danny misses you and I know he wants you back home, we all do!*