what does this mean?
our fights have been more frequent. and i always start them. this get's me so depressed. and him as well. we've reached i kind of compromise, i guess. not too much contact anymore. i mean physical contact.
it's my fault. everything's my fault. i start all the fights. i do. i'm sorry for that. i dont know why do it. it's just the future scaring me. and when i share how i feel with you, you clam up all of a sudden, asking me if i want to leave. when all i wanted you to do was to just acknowledge my problems, and to just be with me. i'm not demanding you to change. i won't do that ever. i just want you to know where i stand.
it's not so bright and rosy after all. especially when i think of the future.
but i love you. you know that.
it's my fault. everything's my fault. i start all the fights. i do. i'm sorry for that. i dont know why do it. it's just the future scaring me. and when i share how i feel with you, you clam up all of a sudden, asking me if i want to leave. when all i wanted you to do was to just acknowledge my problems, and to just be with me. i'm not demanding you to change. i won't do that ever. i just want you to know where i stand.
it's not so bright and rosy after all. especially when i think of the future.
but i love you. you know that.