love is blue?

Jun 10, 2003 11:24

here at SC, wasting time on the internet. tempted to go on MIRC and find people equally bored as i. my next class isn't til 230 and it's what? 1130 am. gash.

and it's finally sinking in. im in diliman, kilometres away from him . i miss him so much. i hate that we cant see each other everyday anymore. i hate that we cant go off to rob and just hang out because we both dont have money. i hate that he's nearer to his danged ex (who studies in CSB, the bitch). i hate that i cant have everything i want! i love this course, but i love him too. pat, yuch. WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE A MATTER OF DISTANCE FOR ME?!

i hate this feeling. of being alone. dang. i was so used to this before him and now i have to reorient myself. that's the problem with getting attached to something. you start getting used to it then bam! someone fucks with your destiny and yanks your lollipop out of your mouth. (fucked up metaphor)

my gums are bleeding because of withdrawal symptoms. CIGARETTES JUST WONT DO! namputa. i miss him so much!
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