Aug 24, 2005 13:31
i said god damn!
as i looked lovingly
at my leftover thai food
wide noodle saute
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i feel like paul atreides
riding the storm out
in a thopter
and then stepping onto the sands
aware from the first moment
of its stillness
great food is dangerous
i am full
and still wanting
my feelings about working here are a decaying orbit around apathy
accelerating
but my bicycle works
and my legs
and i love the wind in my hair
single heartbeat sound as i flash forward to this winter:
me in the basement, in the darkroom freshly built.
me up all night working on prints
yes, it is a game of patience now
of relaxed steadfast active waiting