cold and blue and lifeless

[erkiki]

do you know that every night i think of ways to get back at you?
i'd sneak into your room, put a pillow over your face, suffocate you.
rip into your chest and tear out your heart.

to see if you bleed, like i do.
i bet you do.
tripping over my words and now you're tripping on me. isn't that funny?
couldn't you just laugh until you choke?
i wish you would, and your face could match your eyes. cold and blue and lifeless.
how did i ever fall for you?

do you know that every night i think of ways that i can spite you?
call me when you're dead or you can finally live with yourself.
consider this a favor.
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