Sep 18, 2003 20:38
This really stinks. I have to take the ACT on my birthday. It rots. Then a week later, I have SAT so I can't even be with my friend Laela on her birthday. So I must be up from 6 in the morning to take a 3½-4 hour test? Some birthday. Noooot pleasant -_- I have come to loathe SAT math and some of the verbal (analogies). I just don't get it all...at ALL. I feel like all my years of math were for nothing. We did two SAT math packets in class and I got next to nothing right. I've been studying the math strategies and rereading the problem over and over, as well as doing practice questions from my SAT book and I STILL don't get it. I want to get a better score than my last one which I am ashamed of and I feel like if I don't get higher on this one that I'm going to feel like a failure =( Especially when you have so many people counting on you and a scholarship on the line. How am I to pass this thing in 6 weeks time?
There is also another thing that's been hovering on my mind all day but I just well up with tears if I think of it so I'll try not to think it anymore.
I just feel so stupid and incompetent right now.