grow up

[erium]

if you have somthing to say to me then just say it. don't post crappy comments for me to mull over. you guys are just pissed off that i didn't call you back or call you at all and well that's a bit childish. if you need to talk to me then call me, leave a message, other then an unnamed jab saying i'm cold. hummm perhaps i'm just busy and i don't

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[anonymous]

OMGoodness, how can you say that your family doesn't "know why I'm friends with you. Because most of the time you bitch and moan to me"...you were always there when i needed support...i said that in my comment (not in those exact words...but still) we were both there for eachother, and i don't deny that. My parents told me that they didn't know why i was friends with you cuz all you do is complain...that was their "problem" with you all those times. that's why they started being jerks. but you know what? i ALWAYS stuck up for you. they would say something like that and i would defend you till i got yelled at. i NEVER let what they said stand in my way from being your friend. and it happened everytime i wanted to hang out with you. i'm not saying this to make you feel guilty,or to make me seem like the better friend, cuz i probably wasn't half the time, its just what i had to put up with, and what i put up with willingly because you were my best friend. and whats this about the "only time i have ever leaned on you for support was freshman year when i felt like crap and your retort was "i miss the old perky erin"." you know for a fact that is complete bullshit, so don't go making it seem like i complained ALL the time...you KNOW you did it too, not only freshman year!!! that just doesn't make sense to me erin! that was not my "retort" either...yes, i had said that but you know i offered more support than that. if that's all you remember tho, then there's nothing i can do about it. i do apologise about doing this over your live journal, that was stupid, i wasn't expecting anyone else to take out there frustrations on you. but now two people have commented about you ignoring calls or not calling back. maybe you aren't a phone person, but what is 1-5 minutes? just to let me know that you are okay, and that you care. i'm not childish erin, i just wanted you back as a friend in my life, and maybe this wasn't the way to do it, but i promised myself i wouldn't call you. you may think that's childish, but i did what i did and can't take it back now. i gave you my # 2 times, and i know your mother has it from the times you were over here, so i don't know why you wouldn't still have it, it dosn't make sense. but if you don't have it then you don't have it. i did just call you and left you my # on your phone, i'll call your parents and leave it with them again. i really DO want you back in my life, i have so much to tell you! i'm sorry again...i guess i just wanted to vent, i'll let you vent too, cuz i know i deserve it after all this. but so much is changing in my life and i guess this is why i wrote you in the first place. you HAVE always been there for me, just not since i moved, and i know its hard, and mostly my fault, but even phone conversations would make my day. and as i said before, my life is changing rapidly, and i want you, no as a friend i NEED you to be there when those changes occur (i'm moving out January 21st), just as you know i would be there 4 u. well, please call, i just want to be friends again. i still love you, hope to hear from you, like tonight...
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[anonymous]

bitch you be trippin'

[anonymous]

yeah, just a little