Sweet Dreams are made of this
I had a really long, detailed, soft porn kind of sexy dream last night. All I remember about it is this.
I'm at the airport with a guy I've known for years, but instead of his trademark super short haircut he has longer hair (emo hair). I'm talking to him, and we're making lots of eye contact (that sexy crazy fireworks kind of eye contact). Then his mom and sister come up (in real life he has no sister and his mom in the dream looked NOTHING like his real mom). They look angry at me, and a taxi pulls up. "Let's go," say the mom and sister. He says goodbye. I hug him and I whisper "I love you" in his hear. But apparently he didn't hear me. I walk away, a little perturbed, because Nathan is still in the back of my brain. But then he looks confused. He comes after me. "What did you say?" He yells after me. His 'mom' and 'sister' are pulling him into the cab. I hold up the ASL sign for I love you, and he looks shocked. Then he scowls a very very angry scowl.
"Then stop fucking around," he says.
I wake up to the sound of a cat vomiting and Nathan yelling at him.
Being a grown up is hard. I hadn't even thought about guy much in months. Now this dream is haunting me. CRAZY.