True Feelings Found

Apr 01, 2007 01:08

Well, it was interesting for the last few days. My girlfriend was mad at me last night for something stupid, and Sudds came to work to visit all of us. How should I start, well, yesterday, my X-girlfriend, whose name I won't mention because she's not that important to me, even though I try to treat her as a friend, she came by to see me at work. She said that she was actually wanting to see her friend over at the Sunglasses Hut, but he was off today, so she decided to come by to see me. She asked me what time I was going to lunch, and I told her about 1200, which I did get onto break at 1215, so I didn't have that much time. What happened though, was that she was sitting over at the little place outside of Macy's waiting for me, which was a little weird, and she had a look on her face that was distraught. I tried to ask her what was wrong, but she said that she was reading an anatomy book and that's the reason why she looked weird, but then she look troubled when she walked into the store, so I thought there was something wrong. She was asking me if I was going to eat (like she was worried or something, when she shouldn't be because I'm pretty sure she'd rather have me not here on Earth). So since, it's Friday and I couldn't eat meat, I went to Chick-Fil-A and we had a bite to eat over there, I just had fries and an iced-tea. As I was eating, she was asking how Coleen and I were, I told her we were okay in a weird voice, as I sounded unsure, I just wanted to know what she would say and do. I guess I found out, because she feels as if she can laugh in my face, I asked her if I should be contempt with what I have, but she told me "no". I'm not contempt with what I have, I'm actually happy with Coleen, I do love her, I just wanted to know what she would say. I guess I shouldn't have done that because that's why Coleen is mad at me now, she thinks that I did it intentionally and now she's mad because of that, and she thinks that she and I are now that laughing stock to my X, which I don't really care for what my X says anyway. I still love Coleen and that's not going to change no matter what. . .

Sudry came with Dorian to visit all of us at work, and I do love her so, and I was actually really happy to see her, and I told her that she was doing great, she's actually lost a lot of weight already and Dorian looks really healthy. ^_^ I'm happy for her though because that means that they're doing good. Colby and I still have to visit her.

The night is getting late and I'm really tired, I know I have to work out so I really want someone to remind me because I do need to lose a little weight if you know what I mean, on one of the next few topics, there's probably going to be a hidden post somewhere in here, so look forward to it. Bleach and Naruto here I come.
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