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Time for an emo post...well, just because I can.
I really miss my best friend. I really do. Ever since we both started dating our boyfriends..we are hardly even friends anymore. I remember when we made a pact..and shook on it.. "We will spend at least 1 night a week..if not more together. We won't be like other best friends!" Well..fuck that. Because...6 months later..as much as I love Jon with all my heart..I no longer have my best friend. She even moved out of our apartment and in with her boyfriend. I told her that I didn't liek him..cause he's a douchebag and she can do a lot better. And it just made EVERYTHING awkward. And for the past 3 months..we have barely talked. I've been like sisters with this girl since the 9th grade. We were living in the same apartment together and spoke on average..2 times a week..if that. We used to spend every day together..doing everything together. And as much as we talk about what's going on, now that she's moved out..it's just not the same. I hate her boyfriend more than anything. We both changed..it just seems like it would never happen to us. Yeah..this is me being emotional and retarded..but fuck it.
I haven't written in about 2 years...quite literally. But I wrote 2 poems this week. One was a love poem..the other me just venting.
For The Love Of My Life.
Kiss my lips and make me see,
That you'll always be here,
I'll always be free.
Touch my hips and I won't ask why,
You've come into my life,
My perfect guy.
Take my hand and lead me along,
Show me I was right,
And prove them all wrong.
Everything makes sense now,
It all just makes sense.
You've changed my lfe more than you know,
What began as friendship had so much more to show.
Hold me close and never let go,
I'm all yours now,
My heart has a new glow.
In our own world that feels so secure,
I'll never leave your side,
I'm always going to be here.
..and me just being emo hahahah
And I wonder;
Do you miss how we used to be,
Like sisters,
So happy and free.
No secrets and silent days,
If I could go back,.
There's so much I would say.
Best friends one day,
The next you don't talk.
I'm sorry to say,
I'm in a state of shock.
I miss how we'd talk all night,
And if we had a problem,
We'd make it right.
I miss knowing you're there,
No matter what,
You'd just always be there.
What happened; where did we go wrong,
I can't think,
So I'll just wrote this song.
I miss everything more than you know,
I better tell you this,
Although it's already starting to show.
I really miss my best friend. I really do. Ever since we both started dating our boyfriends..we are hardly even friends anymore. I remember when we made a pact..and shook on it.. "We will spend at least 1 night a week..if not more together. We won't be like other best friends!" Well..fuck that. Because...6 months later..as much as I love Jon with all my heart..I no longer have my best friend. She even moved out of our apartment and in with her boyfriend. I told her that I didn't liek him..cause he's a douchebag and she can do a lot better. And it just made EVERYTHING awkward. And for the past 3 months..we have barely talked. I've been like sisters with this girl since the 9th grade. We were living in the same apartment together and spoke on average..2 times a week..if that. We used to spend every day together..doing everything together. And as much as we talk about what's going on, now that she's moved out..it's just not the same. I hate her boyfriend more than anything. We both changed..it just seems like it would never happen to us. Yeah..this is me being emotional and retarded..but fuck it.
I haven't written in about 2 years...quite literally. But I wrote 2 poems this week. One was a love poem..the other me just venting.
For The Love Of My Life.
Kiss my lips and make me see,
That you'll always be here,
I'll always be free.
Touch my hips and I won't ask why,
You've come into my life,
My perfect guy.
Take my hand and lead me along,
Show me I was right,
And prove them all wrong.
Everything makes sense now,
It all just makes sense.
You've changed my lfe more than you know,
What began as friendship had so much more to show.
Hold me close and never let go,
I'm all yours now,
My heart has a new glow.
In our own world that feels so secure,
I'll never leave your side,
I'm always going to be here.
..and me just being emo hahahah
And I wonder;
Do you miss how we used to be,
Like sisters,
So happy and free.
No secrets and silent days,
If I could go back,.
There's so much I would say.
Best friends one day,
The next you don't talk.
I'm sorry to say,
I'm in a state of shock.
I miss how we'd talk all night,
And if we had a problem,
We'd make it right.
I miss knowing you're there,
No matter what,
You'd just always be there.
What happened; where did we go wrong,
I can't think,
So I'll just wrote this song.
I miss everything more than you know,
I better tell you this,
Although it's already starting to show.