March

[erisabetsu]

Sigh....Every time this year I feel like crazy... I need to go away.... Every March I have the feeling that I have lost something important...Is it because I was born this month? I don't know... I wish I was a man... Then I would have found a job in a ship and I would have traveled around the world... Maybe if I were a man I would have been more risky.... But know it's just me... I have to make things on my own...I have to challenge my fate... But yet... I am my own worst enemy...I always find excuses and never leave... I want to get away....once more...

I want to fly away.....But to where....Where is the place that I will fell better? Is this Home? Where is home?
Someone said that your home is where your heart is...I suppose I will find my home the first March that I will not have this felling...