further explanation

Nov 06, 2006 17:42

Now, to elaborate on the last post.

I will say a few things that weigh on my mind:

Had I found the time to take the stuff myself beforehand, this would not have happened.
Had I kept the keep stuff in a completely seperate place, this would not have happened.
Had she done things around the apartment in a timely manner, this would not have happened.
Had Josh not offered the task, this would not have happened.
Had she called to verify before hauling stuff away, this would not have happened.

I am working really hard to think of it as just stuff, instead of things that had emotion and a story. But that will take time, lots of time. Until that time comes, I find it difficult to look at the living room, the guest room, and the things that do remain that I hadn't sorted through yet, with out thinking about the memories I lost.
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