WOW..
I know I haven't posted in ever and some people might be worried about me. So here's a summary of what's been going on.
*I went out to Rhode Island for a guy
*Lost everything
*became homeless
*met another guy
*got engaged
*came back to cali
*got dumped
*Working on going to school to be a nurse
*looking to move to Seattle after school
(It has a high suicide rate {seasonal depression} so I'm not going to run out of a job)
I also have pretty much given up on love. (Its on life support really, I talk to this guy on the phone but I'm never going to persue it maily because I don't think I can handle it.)
I've dealt with this alot on my own and I'm actually really proud of that. I used alot of my friends as crutches in the past but in the end all I really need is me. I've also learned to let alot of shit go. I mean it happened it happened Its not like I can change it. I've forgiven doug about the Jadean thing. I 've forgiven pretty much everyone that hurt me accidental or otherwise. I've learned to come to terms with it,becuase that's all I can ever really do. Retribution isn't the answer and neither is holding a grudge. I'm really proud of the way I've grown. Hopefully I'll grow more as time passes by taking each expearience for a life lesson.
*I went out to Rhode Island for a guy
*Lost everything
*became homeless
*met another guy
*got engaged
*came back to cali
*got dumped
*Working on going to school to be a nurse
*looking to move to Seattle after school
(It has a high suicide rate {seasonal depression} so I'm not going to run out of a job)
I also have pretty much given up on love. (Its on life support really, I talk to this guy on the phone but I'm never going to persue it maily because I don't think I can handle it.)
I've dealt with this alot on my own and I'm actually really proud of that. I used alot of my friends as crutches in the past but in the end all I really need is me. I've also learned to let alot of shit go. I mean it happened it happened Its not like I can change it. I've forgiven doug about the Jadean thing. I 've forgiven pretty much everyone that hurt me accidental or otherwise. I've learned to come to terms with it,becuase that's all I can ever really do. Retribution isn't the answer and neither is holding a grudge. I'm really proud of the way I've grown. Hopefully I'll grow more as time passes by taking each expearience for a life lesson.