Thought I would post again.
Hello all, it had been a while since I last updated. Not much has happened. I am getting closer to graduating and hopefully closer to quitting Home Depot. I am almost tempted the throw a party on the day that happens. Anywho, on to other more important things.
I saw two girls that I went to high school with this weekend. One was a real good friend of mine who dropped out of school senior year to have a baby. She is married to the baby's father and has four other children by him. She has graduated from college and is about to have one of her stories published by a major publishing company. It makes me feel a little pathetic. I am the same age and I have done nothing with my life.
The second friend was also preggers but I don't think she knew who I was. I didn't want to go up to her and say "Hey, I'm Beth do you remember me?" I hate when people do that to me and I have no clue who they are. It makes me feel bad.
I hate meeting up with old high school friends. It seems that they have done more with their lives than I have. Most of them are married, have kids or have good paying jobs. I am working two jobs to be able to pay for school and it is nearly killing me. I wonder why they are having an easier time with life than I am. When they see me at Home Depot I can see it in their eyes that they are shocked I am working retail. I don't know why.
Enough bad stuff, this is all making me depressed. I do have one other thing that I am worried about. I found out that there are still hotel rooms for AWA. I am not sure if I should get a room or not. It would help me out a lot. I could actually stay for all three days and I know it would be a blast. Plus all I would have to worry about would be getting a ride with some friends down there and back. The thing that I am worried about is how am I going to pay for it? It's really expensive and I am not sure if I have the money or not. I will probably give into temptation and do it...I am just not sure if I should or not.
I saw two girls that I went to high school with this weekend. One was a real good friend of mine who dropped out of school senior year to have a baby. She is married to the baby's father and has four other children by him. She has graduated from college and is about to have one of her stories published by a major publishing company. It makes me feel a little pathetic. I am the same age and I have done nothing with my life.
The second friend was also preggers but I don't think she knew who I was. I didn't want to go up to her and say "Hey, I'm Beth do you remember me?" I hate when people do that to me and I have no clue who they are. It makes me feel bad.
I hate meeting up with old high school friends. It seems that they have done more with their lives than I have. Most of them are married, have kids or have good paying jobs. I am working two jobs to be able to pay for school and it is nearly killing me. I wonder why they are having an easier time with life than I am. When they see me at Home Depot I can see it in their eyes that they are shocked I am working retail. I don't know why.
Enough bad stuff, this is all making me depressed. I do have one other thing that I am worried about. I found out that there are still hotel rooms for AWA. I am not sure if I should get a room or not. It would help me out a lot. I could actually stay for all three days and I know it would be a blast. Plus all I would have to worry about would be getting a ride with some friends down there and back. The thing that I am worried about is how am I going to pay for it? It's really expensive and I am not sure if I have the money or not. I will probably give into temptation and do it...I am just not sure if I should or not.