I just need to vent.

[eris14]

Okay, I know that this is going to sound really petty of me, but I have to get this off my chest. If I don't then I am going to scream. I'll lj cut it so if you don't want to read it, you don't have to.

I just got out of Jujitsu class and I am pissed. Today we practiced blind grapaling. I paired up with a yellow belt and when it was out turn to grapple I was going to go easy on her because I am a blue belt and I didn't want to hurt her. I won't go into details but let's just say I got my butt kicked by her. She put me in a choke hold and layed on top of me. Now normally if a person did this to me in class, I would tap out and go on. But she was only a yellow belt. So my pride has been hurt. I am supposed to be better than her. That's why I have a higher ranking belt. I have been doing this longer than she had. I have actually earned all my belts while she was given her yellow belt early because out sensei was sick and afraid that she would not come back. ::sigh:: I know that I am pitching a fit about nothing but I just had to post and get this off my chest. I feel a little better right now. .

Also, my sensei is still sick. She has to go in for kemo now and we are all worried. Please keep her in your thoughts for us.