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wow. i finally have time to write in this thing. school and my homework have got me sooo freakin busy. my kiddos are alseep or watching a movie so yea.....but anywho, im tired myself. i should probably be taking a nap while gabes asleep but that is probably not gonna happen. i have more homework to do to. i just feel like i need a little break. so far everyhthing is going pretty good. things with jesse have been really awesome. ever since a while ago when we really got into it. i wrote about it but it was set to private in case anyone is lost. anyway, he really has made a huge turn around. i feel like he finally really gets it, its just a matter of breaking his little habbit which i understand wont happen over night. but im hoping that this change really lasts. hes been better than ever. i feel like we're dating all over again. hes kissing me all the time, hugging me, loveing me more importantly. i feel like our relationship is the way it should be. on top of all of that, hes helping me more with the kids and we're just getting along really good. i mean we always fight, but latley not really and i like it this way. i mean who wouldnt. hes making me feel special now, special to him. i know i know....cheezy. lol, but thats where im at right now and itsmy journal ill write whatever the hell i want.
not only do i feel like my "love life" is on track, i feel like school is going awesome for me too. i finally finished all of my core subjects last semester and im starting on my degree required courses. they suck but being in them kinda brings to light the fact that im that much closer to gettin my degree and doing what i want, as well as finally making some money. granted i need about two more years, but im sure that will go by really fast. im supre excited though. im just not sure what i want to teach yet. high school or middle. i need to decide like now though bc when i register for next semester, which i should have already done, its one set of classes or the other. and im so freaking nervous about starting utep.....eesh im scared. lol what a loser huh. anyways, i gotta go. my nails are wet and i shouldnt even be typing bc im messing them all up.. see ya bitches...wow that came outta no where. i usually dont talk like that. oh well by peoples
not only do i feel like my "love life" is on track, i feel like school is going awesome for me too. i finally finished all of my core subjects last semester and im starting on my degree required courses. they suck but being in them kinda brings to light the fact that im that much closer to gettin my degree and doing what i want, as well as finally making some money. granted i need about two more years, but im sure that will go by really fast. im supre excited though. im just not sure what i want to teach yet. high school or middle. i need to decide like now though bc when i register for next semester, which i should have already done, its one set of classes or the other. and im so freaking nervous about starting utep.....eesh im scared. lol what a loser huh. anyways, i gotta go. my nails are wet and i shouldnt even be typing bc im messing them all up.. see ya bitches...wow that came outta no where. i usually dont talk like that. oh well by peoples