back from elephant butte
well, elephant butte was ok. it was really boring. all i did was sleep and eat. oh, and pee. i had to pee alot. my dad gave me a big ol hug. i didnt know what to say to him. we start school tomorrow. that means that i have to tell mari that i cant play this year. i dont know how thats gonna go. i dont have to do anything for soccer though. thats the cool part. i get to stand aside and watch everyone else run. the most i can do is walk. thats the only good part. although i wish so much that i could still play. well, its only the beginning. i have my next appointment on thurs. my mom said she was gonna change my doctor though. im worried that my medicaid won't be approved in time for my next appointment. that would suck. anywayz, i guess im getting off, bc im pretty tired.