sorry for the language, im just really angry
IM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT!!!! He makes me feel so fucking helpless.
everything has to be his way, or else he takes things away from me. how can he try and take school away from me!!!!!i try and be myself, but then he takes control of my every move.
i have spent most of my life being the way he wanted me to be, and i almost lost sight of what i wanted. there are so many things i havent done because i knew he wouldnt approve, and now all those opportunities are gone.
still, he is trying to control me through college and the way i do everything.
why cant i just be me. why cant i just do what i think would be best for me.
everything has to be his way, or else he takes things away from me. how can he try and take school away from me!!!!!i try and be myself, but then he takes control of my every move.
i have spent most of my life being the way he wanted me to be, and i almost lost sight of what i wanted. there are so many things i havent done because i knew he wouldnt approve, and now all those opportunities are gone.
still, he is trying to control me through college and the way i do everything.
why cant i just be me. why cant i just do what i think would be best for me.