Seriously...
I'm so sick of not having friends.
Or the people who are supposed to be my friends never want to hang out with me.
I'm no longer a part of a "group" of friends I was supposed to be in...for whatever damn reason. Apparently I'm not cool enough...or whatever the fuck.
Ive been trying to make new friends, but its so hard to find friends who are my age, who arent hard into partying or drugs. And now the friends who are younger than me are into that too! How great! Yep Yep.
I fucking miss Molly and Candace so bad.
Yes, Candace is a bit of a slut (or she was a few years ago), and last I knew she smoked and drank alot...but Ive known her since She was 8 and I was 11. We were best friends for about 5 years, and her friendship meant the world to me. We had our ups and downs, but when it came down to it, we were BEST friends, like Sisters.
Last I knew she was trying to clean herself, and life up. I really hope shes clean now, but if she isnt, I would be there for her, trying to help. If only I could get in contact with her.
I dont know why its so HARD for me to find and keep friends. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places.
But I hate watching my friends throw their lives away, and I'm not gonna just stand there and watch it happen...Im gonna try to correct it.
And if they get mad at me for it...then theres seriously something wrong.
Ya know, Id like to just say Fuck it, but I cant just live with Me, Myself and I.
Or the people who are supposed to be my friends never want to hang out with me.
I'm no longer a part of a "group" of friends I was supposed to be in...for whatever damn reason. Apparently I'm not cool enough...or whatever the fuck.
Ive been trying to make new friends, but its so hard to find friends who are my age, who arent hard into partying or drugs. And now the friends who are younger than me are into that too! How great! Yep Yep.
I fucking miss Molly and Candace so bad.
Yes, Candace is a bit of a slut (or she was a few years ago), and last I knew she smoked and drank alot...but Ive known her since She was 8 and I was 11. We were best friends for about 5 years, and her friendship meant the world to me. We had our ups and downs, but when it came down to it, we were BEST friends, like Sisters.
Last I knew she was trying to clean herself, and life up. I really hope shes clean now, but if she isnt, I would be there for her, trying to help. If only I could get in contact with her.
I dont know why its so HARD for me to find and keep friends. Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places.
But I hate watching my friends throw their lives away, and I'm not gonna just stand there and watch it happen...Im gonna try to correct it.
And if they get mad at me for it...then theres seriously something wrong.
Ya know, Id like to just say Fuck it, but I cant just live with Me, Myself and I.