Jul 12, 2008 07:05
i've been awake since 1pm yesterday. i was dead tired all day. went out with friends. some shit happened and then i came home. and couldn't go to sleep. i'll go into detail some other time about the night.
but, i just realized that i made the biggest mistake ever.
and i need some fucking guidance.
my life is going nowhere.
i CAN NOT be in a rut. not at this age.
i can't feel like i need someone to pick up all the pieces. but, i'm too proud to let that happen.
i just don't know what to do anymore.