Mar 05, 2004 16:53
YaY! Matt's coming home! So we have this plan to seduce alyssa! hot shit man.. but ok- why i'm updating..
I get to go see ______..
Now is it soo wrong to fall for someone knowing they prolly won't fall back, and if they were too, knowing that you're leaving them in 25 days and counting..
Is it right just to be fuck*buddies?
I mean, obviously, we both get what we want without the emotions, but why is it now, when i have the perfect set up for a No Commitment Relationship i'm feeling the feelings!
lol- it's like i'm a lil girl again, and i want to cuddle and kiss! i think i'm jus going thru the withdrawls of not being loved, sick isn't it? ..it's horrible, this is so against everything i stand for, well in a sense.. but look at it! damnit Erin, and whoever else takes the time to read this.. it's perfect! don't do this to your self.
Well i'm undecided, but it feels better now that i've yelled at myself..
And Alyssa, We're Coming For You!
haha I Love you Matt.
-Me