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i'm alawys amazed at the tranquility that comes over me when questions that have been burning a hole in my gut are answered. it's almost like i get permission to breathe again, granting me that slightly light-headed feeling upon the first breath after holding it for too long. wierd.
after talking to people, i'm pretty sure i'm not here for grad school. that's why i came, but it isn't why i'm here anymore. i'm here becaue i'm not sure what else to do. it's been like that for a little while, but i had other things that i considered "more important" to do (reagardless of others' opinions). bob sent me a job listing in the aero department the other day. they're looking for an electrical/electronics engineer, and i have more than enough degrees and experience for the job. do i want to stay in seattle? do i want to work at uw? should i just tell jen to fuck off and i'll go to yet another department? when i ask myself, about the only answer i get is "how the hell should i know?" and that isn't very encouraging.
so steve's bday is here and i'm not getting anything done that i should. well, i got two things taken care of today, but that's far fewer than i should have. and we have a meeting tomorow. ah well, i have to put together a presentation on capacitance measurements and what they're good for and what the data means. i skipped out on italian spag house tonite because i really need to get this done, and it isn't getting any done-er. chin up, nose to the grind-stone, and blow your lipper up.
"wide awake we face the day"
after talking to people, i'm pretty sure i'm not here for grad school. that's why i came, but it isn't why i'm here anymore. i'm here becaue i'm not sure what else to do. it's been like that for a little while, but i had other things that i considered "more important" to do (reagardless of others' opinions). bob sent me a job listing in the aero department the other day. they're looking for an electrical/electronics engineer, and i have more than enough degrees and experience for the job. do i want to stay in seattle? do i want to work at uw? should i just tell jen to fuck off and i'll go to yet another department? when i ask myself, about the only answer i get is "how the hell should i know?" and that isn't very encouraging.
so steve's bday is here and i'm not getting anything done that i should. well, i got two things taken care of today, but that's far fewer than i should have. and we have a meeting tomorow. ah well, i have to put together a presentation on capacitance measurements and what they're good for and what the data means. i skipped out on italian spag house tonite because i really need to get this done, and it isn't getting any done-er. chin up, nose to the grind-stone, and blow your lipper up.
"wide awake we face the day"