Aug 19, 2005 02:01
nothing like having your funding threatened to make you feel alone. man, what a shitty way to end a day. so i'm up at 2am fretting because i feel that i have no options or alternatives, no saftey net. honestly i do, but at times like this rational thought isn't exactly the order of the day. i'm trying not to freaak out but given my track record i'd say that ship has sailed. it's been so long since i had something good hit me in the face. right about now would be the best time, so i really shouldn't expect it. karma has a way of being ironic.
"what in pete sampras is going on here?"