The hardest thing ever
And so i'm sitting here wondering why guys are so damn confusing. i spend so much time worrying if jason could ever like me as much as i like him and its eating me from the inside out. i need to just stop, its not worth it i don't think. because no matter how much i try i will never be able to tell him how i feel and thats really the key there. yeah, you can say i'm immature and that i'm totally blowing things out of proportion, but its just the blatent truth. if that makes me immature, then so be it. ohh... i just wish i had some sort of idea about him though. i like him so much... he's a very talented musician, he is very attractive, he has a great sense of humor... but of course i have to fall for the one guy (well, one of the many) i can't seem to figure out and get. reading people is so difficult sometimes. and he is the absolute worst. his own roommate and friend of 12 years or so can't seem to understand everything about him either though, so perhaps i'm not too alone. i wish there was an easier way of going about all this!