Happy anniversary + a non-sense post.
(I know I'm that crazy to celebrate this)
Oh, I can’t believe it, that we’re already one year. Lol. Thanks for being with me. Thanks for making me feel better when I want to cry. I’m so glad that I have you, my journal. I’m glad to meet you. By the way, sorry for the fail banner LJ. Hehe, tired yo.
Pls, be with me always. Don’t let me deactivate this account LJ, so get more updates about my fandom. Haha ;)
The crazy owner that will always be with you, I hope so,
Erin <3
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Mind-numbing experience
Life is so boring for me now. I just stare at the computer, waiting for nothing. I open my LiveJournal to see if there's some news about Japan or my fandom to be exact and to see if someone commented in my journal. So if it's down, I go to twitter and tweet what I feel, when no one replies to my tweets or when no one wants to talk to me, I open my FB, go to our page, and stare at it. Sometimes I update my FB if LiveJournal and Twitter is down or just to see if Ferlin is online to give me some notes about our collab fic, if that 4 sites become boring, I went to sites that I know and just looked at it... for hours. That's my daily routine. Especially now that I changed my name in twitter, only 2 people are talking to me. Yeah. Sometimes I thinked about closing all my accounts. Or just hiatus. Today, I post 100 + pics in my tumblr for a change since I haven't opened it for months.
No news about Jump, I'm just stalking in the Youtube, downloading Ryo's videos and he's damn cute when he was a kid. I'm kinda tired in Jump now 'coz there's no updates. /sighs.
I'm a boring type of person, now my world is boring, I guess I need to go out and have some fun? Not just looking at the computer, waiting for a miracle to come. I'm tired. But still, I don't want to leave 'coz Internet is the only thing that makes me happy.
My mind is blank so it'll take how many days for me to make a fic. I'm tired playing Guilty Gear and Plants Vs. Zombies in my laptop. Geez.
1 week to go and I'm going on a vacation. Limited internet connection. DAMN.
Sighs. Seriously, is there anyone whose life is much boring-er than me? I hate it. If I just only know how to read kanji-katakana and whatever Japanese alphabet are there, I'll just translate every article of JUMP, NEWS, Kanjani8, Kat-tun this summer. I'm tired editing pics. I'm tired watching videos. Argh. All I want is to type, give some news about everything. But I can't since first of all, I'm not living in Japan. If only I'm just living in Japan... Oh, whatever. :|
I have a dreamwidth account, oh, never mind. I'll never open it anyway.
Sorry for the drama-ness, it's just I'm bored. I want to have some fangirling thingy here but I'm lazy making Ryo gifs.
and one thing, Toma Ikuta, *kneels at you* I'm impressed. YOU KNOW HOW TO SING? I'm so shocked. Omygoodness. Like you're voice Toms. Awesome, pure win. <3 Why you're still in Johnny's Junior anyway? I hate Johnny. Even just a collab with Yamapi, uhm, call you're group a... TomaPichi, or TomaPiJi, with Jin, that would be awesome. I'll be you're number one fan if that will happen.
That's all. Just making this journal alive. Someday, I'll delete this account. SOMEDAY. :')