random toughts/things
i love my summer job. everything has just gone so well and i am soooo busy...i have been making pretty good money too. everything is great here...i just miss Scott so much.
i have never been so sure of anything in my life except a few good friends and him. he means the world to me and i KNOW that i will be with him forever. there is no doubt in my mind...well maybe a little because of the stupid army. It is scary, just not being phsyically with him. my heart aches for him and i get so sad. i think a little doubt is normal, just because. i want him back. i knew this was going to be hard...and i think i am getting through it okay, but not great. i guess no one could go through something like this and be great. i just want him to come home to me. i would and will wait for as long as i have to, just to be with him. i never knew it was possible to love and miss someone this much. i couldnt imagine loving someone more. i just want him back. i have 4 more days until i can talk to him one the phone...hopefully. he might get his phone back either friday or saturday...then i will be able to talk to him daily from then on.
k...my lunch break is over...
tabs...i need you...im coming home sunday for a night...dont tell mom...its a suprise!
i have never been so sure of anything in my life except a few good friends and him. he means the world to me and i KNOW that i will be with him forever. there is no doubt in my mind...well maybe a little because of the stupid army. It is scary, just not being phsyically with him. my heart aches for him and i get so sad. i think a little doubt is normal, just because. i want him back. i knew this was going to be hard...and i think i am getting through it okay, but not great. i guess no one could go through something like this and be great. i just want him to come home to me. i would and will wait for as long as i have to, just to be with him. i never knew it was possible to love and miss someone this much. i couldnt imagine loving someone more. i just want him back. i have 4 more days until i can talk to him one the phone...hopefully. he might get his phone back either friday or saturday...then i will be able to talk to him daily from then on.
k...my lunch break is over...
tabs...i need you...im coming home sunday for a night...dont tell mom...its a suprise!