Blink 182
The new cd reminds me so much of Trever... grrrr every song, well almost every song reminds me of him.... god dammit... i bought it today and god damn.. me and rachel were sitting in my car and just staring at each other because it reminded me of Trever and all we could say was "that is so weird" "thats fucked up" lol... wahtever... i kinda miss talking to him... i miss hearing his voice and listening to his laugh... ahhhhhhhhhhh FUCK!
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:01:04 PM): so whats u
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:01:06 PM): up to
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:01:12 PM): nothin to much, you?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:01:21 PM): nothin so what the hell is your problem
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:01:31 PM): i dont have a problem, whats yours?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:01:40 PM): the shit I hear
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:02:04 PM): what have you heard lately?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:02:44 PM): nothin anything I sshould have heard
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:03:21 PM): well have you talked to brian lately?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:03:30 PM): nah y
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:04:35 PM): ???
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:04:59 PM): just wondering because i told him what REALLY happened between me and Dave... brian probably told you what Dave told him...Which was that me and him were hitting it off and that we were gonna do shit later that night, which was so wrong
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:05:16 PM): so i told him what really happened, so i was wondering if brian told you that
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:05:32 PM): nope
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:06:00 PM): oh
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:07:53 PM): would you like to hear what actually happened with that?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:08:25 PM): yah acvtually I would
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:11:32 PM): ???
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:13:13 PM): When we were down getting our pop, me and rachel that is dave was with us and he backed me up into this tight squeeze type of deal, that i could barely fit into and started kissing me, i tried pushing him off and telling him "no, i have a boyfriend" but he wouldnt listen, so thats when we noticed that Brian was watching us, but he couldnt see what was going on between dave and me and shit.. SO dave walked down to him and told him that we were hitting it off and that we were gonna do shit later and then he came back and wanted me to go into his room and hang out and shit, but i said no and me and rachel took off back to our room.... A couple minutes later i hear a knock on the door, you're passed out by now and wouldnt wake up, so i answered the door and it was Dave and he pulled me outside, backed me up against the wall and started kissing me again, i pushed him away and once again said no to him, but of course he didnt listen and started kissing me again and then i feel his fuckin hand go down to my crotch and shit, and i pushed him away and told him he had to leave and he left and i came back in the room
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:14:20 PM): so basically it was all him, i tried getting him off of me, but he didnt... i didnt want it at all
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:16:09 PM): aiight
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:16:44 PM): thats crazy
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:16:48 PM): I just dont know
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:16:54 PM): its hard to be this far away
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:17:27 PM): it is far... i hate it..... but what about your ex? arnt you like with her now or something
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:17:50 PM): well yah thats true too
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:18:04 PM): everything that I heard about u and then she came up and shit
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:18:07 PM): and I dont know
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:18:32 PM): well can we talk about this on the phone or something cause my dad is like snoring and its really annoying me
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:18:58 PM): yah a lil lata after like 7 ish maybe
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:19:02 PM): my phone free at that time
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:19:06 PM): for now lets talk
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:19:11 PM): ok thats fine
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:19:43 PM): aiight I just dont know what to do
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:20:15 PM): well what are you feeling right now?
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:20:19 PM): or about me or somethign?
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:21:02 PM): well thats a good question
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:21:12 PM): hmmm lots of things really
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:22:00 PM): you probably have so much emotion running through your head right now.... you probably hate me in some ways
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:23:32 PM): some ways kinda
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:23:50 PM): I really like talking to you but in others ways your not clicking with me I guess sort of say
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:24:02 PM): Ya
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:24:38 PM): I dunno what to think right now
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:25:15 PM): understandable
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:25:47 PM): id feel the same way
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:26:06 PM): yah
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:27:44 PM): i know i should have told you what was going on when it was happening at the hotel, but i was just scared and kinda embarressed about it... i mean the fucker tried to get in my pants and shit and then tell brian that we're gonna do shit later... oh alright
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:28:07 PM): yah what about that brandon fellow
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:28:38 PM): he's just like a really good friend, nothing happened between me and him... we were watching a movie at Yevettes and just laying on the couch...
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:29:39 PM): yah kissing tho
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:29:49 PM): no kissing
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:30:07 PM): we didnt do anything
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:30:30 PM): well why did you decide to call him and hang out
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:30:37 PM): it just doesnt seem to make since to me
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:30:39 PM): in a way
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:31:10 PM): he was an old high school friend and i saw him driving one day and wanted to see what was up with him, so i decided to call him and see what was going on in his life and shit...
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:32:31 PM): o yah and he comes over and watches movies
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:33:24 PM): hes just a friend, nothing more!
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:33:36 PM): yevette was there too, so its not like we were alone
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:33:52 PM): yah
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:33:55 PM): I dont know
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:35:27 PM): ya....i would never cheat on someone because i know what its like to be cheated on and i dont want someone else going through that same pain.... if that made any sense
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:36:53 PM): yah
Spudzy Mc Spudz (4:40:48 PM): and just to let you know, that i meant every single word of that letter that i sent to you..
Crash Mc Trev17 (4:42:27 PM): yah