Feb 08, 2004 14:03
I dont even fuckin know anymore... I just dont! trevor was supposed to come up this weekend, but due to the weather he couldnt make it... Understandable, and once again i havent heard from him all this weekend... Only on friday... His phone is shut off and all i, brian or rachel gets is the damn voicemail... I dont even know! :(
well this was my weekend in a nut shell... Friday i go over to Eckerds to pick up Rachel from work and then we head over to her place for a game night with Brian and Tommy and Jess.. Then he grandpa yells at us, so we decide to go back to my house.. Now its just Me, Tommy, Rachel and Brian. Jess had to leave, so we play a game of risk and have a good time and get some good pics so i can send them to Trevor :), so they leave and i go to bed. Saturday i go shopping with Rachel and run into my long time crush, Brody! We talk for like hours it seemed like in Kleins and then we walk around the mall and go see Yevette.. i bought a John Deer Hat :) and some stuff for Trevor for Valentines Day so after Brody leaves me and Rachel go to Walmart to get her film developed because she said there was a pic of Trev on there... She didnt tell me it was the side of his face.. lol.. hahahah so then we go meet Brian up at Wegmans in Corning and follow him to his place and then go to a party where i got seriously drunk.. lol.. Me and B were the drunks ones.. Rachel didnt even get drunk, weird. So then we go back to B's and i try to fall asleep, but i couldnt breath and i felt dizzy so i then check my messages and my mother is fucking worried about me, GOD DAMMIT... She drive down to Adams apt at like 3 in the morning to see if i was there... what the fuck.. but whatever.. Then i come home at like 8 and fall asleep.. Now im here sitting on my ass with a hang over, and i feel like shit... Trevor's phone is still off and wtf?!?! I dont even know...
but this is what im doing for Trevor...His favorite animal is a dog, so... Im putting this dog in a basket with candy and our inside jokes in it.. and then the dog is gonna have some handcuffs wrapped around his paws which are holding whip cream and choc. syrup. And on his back is gonna be a backpack full of condoms, body oil... kinky shit like that :):) good idea, huh!?! heheheh word to that... but i dont know what to do about him... :( so confused right now.. so very confused...