Man..
I hope today can get better. I woke up this morning to mom taking her pain pills out of her top drawer. She's sleeping now. Hopefully, they will wear off. I really feel like giving up on her. Or, I wish she just would do these things when Im not around. It worries me too much and I just cant handle it.
Joel came and got Brittany yesterday. She seemed happy to be with him. I'll get her back Friday morning. Last night, before he left, he kissed my cheek. It's so hard to reject him and not tell him I love him anymore. He's hurt me too much and I know I'm too strong of a person to give in. It'd be so much easier if he would just stop. :Sigh: I need a boyfriend. Or a close friend. Someone to help me get over him. I need alot right now.
*IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO PUT PICTURES OR ANY PICTURE AS A BACKGROUND/WALLPAPER, IF THEY COULD HELP ME OUT OR TELL ME HOW TO DO SO IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED AND ALSO HOW TO CHANGE MY COMMENTS/ADD COMMENTS TO SAY SOMETHING DIFFERENT, THANKS!*
Joel came and got Brittany yesterday. She seemed happy to be with him. I'll get her back Friday morning. Last night, before he left, he kissed my cheek. It's so hard to reject him and not tell him I love him anymore. He's hurt me too much and I know I'm too strong of a person to give in. It'd be so much easier if he would just stop. :Sigh: I need a boyfriend. Or a close friend. Someone to help me get over him. I need alot right now.
*IF ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO PUT PICTURES OR ANY PICTURE AS A BACKGROUND/WALLPAPER, IF THEY COULD HELP ME OUT OR TELL ME HOW TO DO SO IT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED AND ALSO HOW TO CHANGE MY COMMENTS/ADD COMMENTS TO SAY SOMETHING DIFFERENT, THANKS!*