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okay i need to touch base and have a moment. i am having a week of terrible mood swings and mostly feel like wearing black hoodies and scowling at everyone. i think eleanor is having one of those weeks too. it's getting me down. this morning, i went into her room and she just wailed and said "noooooooooooooooo" when she saw me.
okay. thanks ellie. i love you too!
we've started looking for houses. there is one house that i'm thinking about a lot. it's a bit too expensive. the thing is, the owner is currently renting this place room by room... and i reckon he's losing money because there's only one person in there. he wants rid of this house. and it would be impossible to rent the whole house to a family, because it looks and feels like a student dwelling.
but woah, it could be a great house.
anyway. looking at another one tomorrow. then another one on monday. we've got time and there isn't much for sale around here. so we'll see.
then it's talk to the bank, see how much they'd lend us. then talk to estate agents and see what to do with this place. i just want it to all happen and get going... tim wants to slow down and not get too serious yet. impass.
my mother and sister and i have started a photo blog together. we like bandwagons. http://3stilllives.blogspot.com
so i'm sitting here hating myself because eleanor missed her swimming lesson this afternoon. usually tim takes her, and it works out really well because then i don't have to wear a bathing suit in public and traumatise the world, and tim gets to spend time with ellie. this week, tim had changed his day that he goes down to london to work... and i let my shitty hang ups win. i couldn't get over myself to take ellie swimming. hate myself! fuck shit pants!
dang, roll on bedtime.
okay. thanks ellie. i love you too!
we've started looking for houses. there is one house that i'm thinking about a lot. it's a bit too expensive. the thing is, the owner is currently renting this place room by room... and i reckon he's losing money because there's only one person in there. he wants rid of this house. and it would be impossible to rent the whole house to a family, because it looks and feels like a student dwelling.
but woah, it could be a great house.
anyway. looking at another one tomorrow. then another one on monday. we've got time and there isn't much for sale around here. so we'll see.
then it's talk to the bank, see how much they'd lend us. then talk to estate agents and see what to do with this place. i just want it to all happen and get going... tim wants to slow down and not get too serious yet. impass.
my mother and sister and i have started a photo blog together. we like bandwagons. http://3stilllives.blogspot.com
so i'm sitting here hating myself because eleanor missed her swimming lesson this afternoon. usually tim takes her, and it works out really well because then i don't have to wear a bathing suit in public and traumatise the world, and tim gets to spend time with ellie. this week, tim had changed his day that he goes down to london to work... and i let my shitty hang ups win. i couldn't get over myself to take ellie swimming. hate myself! fuck shit pants!
dang, roll on bedtime.