Apr 19, 2005 21:16
Gaven. His name is Gaven. I finally placed a name for this Red Sox Boy of mine...
He came in again today and we talked a little. He had fun at Fenway when Boston won 10 nothing. SO then he asked me "So whats your name?" and then I found out his. I am trying to remember but he told me how hes only at the hyundai place for 4 more weeks then hes lifeguarding again. So he said its a good school job and I said "oh where do you go?" and he said "Suffolk, you?" And then I told him im going to stonybrook next year so he was surprised I am still in highschool, he thought I was in college already. But we kept talking and all and he told me he would be coming back tomorrow. I am just a little upset.. he graduated from Smithtown in 02 which means hes 20 going on 21, and he seemed a little disappointed or maybe just surprised about me being a youngin high schooler (BUT NOT FOR LONG) I mean he continued to be friendly and all.. Im trying to remember if he asked my name before or after that. I dont know. I dont think its a big deal. But what if he does? What if hes like "nah fuck it". Damn. I just dont know but I am crazy about this kid. And his name is GAVEN. Gaven is an uncommon name. Gaven has been my favorite guys name for forever. oh sweet irony.