But Lord knows that this world is cruel, and I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
As Graduation nears, I become more and more depressed about the whole thing. One year. That's all I have. Half of me wants to rush out and do everything I can possibly do in school, over the summer. The other half is still in shock of how close the "end" really is.
This whole year I've been praying fo May 25th and now it's here and I want to just pause this whole thing... I want to go to college, to meet new people, to start MY life so badly but I can't imagine leaving this life behind. And yet this life is leaving me behind. My friends are leaving, and it will never be the same. Nothing will. How do I go through my senior year without my senior friends? Everything is wrong.
It's too soon. Why can't it just wait. Just a little longer...til I'm ready.
This whole year I've been praying fo May 25th and now it's here and I want to just pause this whole thing... I want to go to college, to meet new people, to start MY life so badly but I can't imagine leaving this life behind. And yet this life is leaving me behind. My friends are leaving, and it will never be the same. Nothing will. How do I go through my senior year without my senior friends? Everything is wrong.
It's too soon. Why can't it just wait. Just a little longer...til I'm ready.