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I really miss home right now... home being the last two years. But there isn't really a place to miss. Because the people made that place and they are gone. I feel so alone here. Yea, there are friends, but I don't have a best friend here, I don't have someone that I know will be there for me no matter what. It feels like everyone here is so superficial. It feels like none of this really exists... it's like a small detour from my real life, like when you go to summer camp for a week, and I'll go home as soon as it's over. I don't know how to convince myself that it's real. I feel like I'm just floating through this place, like it doesn't matter what happens here, because it will all go away and be forgotten in a short amount of time.