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I have decided something fabulous today...and perhaps its because im in a good mood, but its how i feel so here it goes.
I love my life.
seriously.
I LOVE my life.
and you know what else?
I love myself. I am done with insecurities. Well, i will try as hard as i can to be done. Of course, i still have my 'fat days' and things of that nature, but I am happy with myself. I finally feel like i am worth my parents pride. Everyday I realise more and more that my looks have less of an impact on how people view me, or even how i view myself. It is truely a waste of time to be so worrysome about not being 'perfect' or 'skinny' or 'beautiful'. Sure, it would be nice to be some of those things, but do not necessarily need to fit that discription.
I have met the most amazing people at Evergreen, who have inspired me to be myself, inside and out. They have taught me self confidence, and for the first time in my life i can truely say that i have confidence. It may not be the amount of confidence that the average person feels, but any amount of confidence feels amazing. And its totally genuine. I have never felt this before and im so happy.
And another thing. I love people. I love everyone, and i TRUELY do. Every single person on this planet contains some level of good. I love the weird people, i love the artsy people, i love all the people. I love getting to know people.
I am so happy with this new bit of self-confidence. I am excited to see where it will take me the rest of my life.
I love my life.
seriously.
I LOVE my life.
and you know what else?
I love myself. I am done with insecurities. Well, i will try as hard as i can to be done. Of course, i still have my 'fat days' and things of that nature, but I am happy with myself. I finally feel like i am worth my parents pride. Everyday I realise more and more that my looks have less of an impact on how people view me, or even how i view myself. It is truely a waste of time to be so worrysome about not being 'perfect' or 'skinny' or 'beautiful'. Sure, it would be nice to be some of those things, but do not necessarily need to fit that discription.
I have met the most amazing people at Evergreen, who have inspired me to be myself, inside and out. They have taught me self confidence, and for the first time in my life i can truely say that i have confidence. It may not be the amount of confidence that the average person feels, but any amount of confidence feels amazing. And its totally genuine. I have never felt this before and im so happy.
And another thing. I love people. I love everyone, and i TRUELY do. Every single person on this planet contains some level of good. I love the weird people, i love the artsy people, i love all the people. I love getting to know people.
I am so happy with this new bit of self-confidence. I am excited to see where it will take me the rest of my life.