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Well, i am pretty much going to lose credit in my class. Not lose full credit, maybe just one or two. I have been turning in almost all my assignments late. I am so sick of college already. I love Evergreen, I love the people, I love my professors...but I am so SICK of school. I just need a break from school, maybe a quarter or two. Spring quarter isnt coming fast enough. I am going to Iceland for spring quarter, and ahhhhhh i feel like its a million years away.
Ever since being at college, I have totally changed. I'm not crazy, or loud, or funny, at all anymore. I am just the norm now and I dont know why. I dont like being this way. I am shy now, and awkward, and hard to get to know. I think I even come off as a bitch sometimes. AHHHH. I dont know!
Oh and ps. I have thrown away ANOTHER amazing guy as a result of my utter stupidity. god dammit. Why the fuck do I always do this. I push away almost every guy I encounter, even if I know for a fact that they like me back.
I dont even know who I am anymore.
Ever since being at college, I have totally changed. I'm not crazy, or loud, or funny, at all anymore. I am just the norm now and I dont know why. I dont like being this way. I am shy now, and awkward, and hard to get to know. I think I even come off as a bitch sometimes. AHHHH. I dont know!
Oh and ps. I have thrown away ANOTHER amazing guy as a result of my utter stupidity. god dammit. Why the fuck do I always do this. I push away almost every guy I encounter, even if I know for a fact that they like me back.
I dont even know who I am anymore.