So, here's the thing
I've spent the last seven years in the immediate presence of three and a half Colin Robinsons.
If you've seen What We Do in the Shadows, you'll already get where this is going.....
40 hours a week for seven years, this entire building has become Colin Robinson.
Yes, I know: I can find another job. I've heard it from too many people, for years. Problem is, I can't. I have no actual skills. I can do a lot of things, but I'm not educationally or professionally experienced to anything else. I don't mind the actual work (most days). It's the coworkers; the environment.
The rent doesn't give a shit that I'm in emotional Hell.
Also: Florida is a pile of garbage. Yes, we have some damn good people.. but that's clearly not enough.
So, long story short: I'm tired, ya'll. Just TIRED.
It also doesn't help that I've been having medical problems for 11 months. I'm supposed to get the results of the colonoscopy on the 19th. But, let's face it: If they're fine to wait a month to go over it, there's nothing there. Still have every symptom, of course, so still TBD on WTF is actually wrong with me.
But it's not the colon, so...
I just needed to vent somewhere. And, at this point, this is the only safe space I have left.
Love you guys ♥
(crossposted from DW ; comment here or there, as I'm here far more than there :) )
If you've seen What We Do in the Shadows, you'll already get where this is going.....
40 hours a week for seven years, this entire building has become Colin Robinson.
Yes, I know: I can find another job. I've heard it from too many people, for years. Problem is, I can't. I have no actual skills. I can do a lot of things, but I'm not educationally or professionally experienced to anything else. I don't mind the actual work (most days). It's the coworkers; the environment.
The rent doesn't give a shit that I'm in emotional Hell.
Also: Florida is a pile of garbage. Yes, we have some damn good people.. but that's clearly not enough.
So, long story short: I'm tired, ya'll. Just TIRED.
It also doesn't help that I've been having medical problems for 11 months. I'm supposed to get the results of the colonoscopy on the 19th. But, let's face it: If they're fine to wait a month to go over it, there's nothing there. Still have every symptom, of course, so still TBD on WTF is actually wrong with me.
But it's not the colon, so...
I just needed to vent somewhere. And, at this point, this is the only safe space I have left.
Love you guys ♥
(crossposted from DW ; comment here or there, as I'm here far more than there :) )