ugh
headache. back ache. exhausted. emotional.
yes, folks, this is what IVF is like. what fun. NOT.
the only thing that is making it slightly more bearable is that tammy called me last night. and liz called me last night. it was soooo nice to talk. and to be talked to. and to be reminded that my infertility struggles are not the only thing going on in the world, but it does seem that way sometimes.
i go back to the doctor on friday morning for blood draw and ultrasound. wish me luck. it is a good sidn that my lower back is hurting b/c it is likely my ovaries are growing rather large and pushing on everything....which doesn't FEEL good, but at least i suspect i am making progress (which i cannot confirm until i go back to the dr).
i took it as a good sign that tammy called, but i am not taking anything for granted b/c previous times when we've reconnected, she has re-found her anger. which i am not good about dealing with. i run out of words. don't know how to fix it.
anyway. i am taking it one day at a time.it was good to hear from her.
yes, folks, this is what IVF is like. what fun. NOT.
the only thing that is making it slightly more bearable is that tammy called me last night. and liz called me last night. it was soooo nice to talk. and to be talked to. and to be reminded that my infertility struggles are not the only thing going on in the world, but it does seem that way sometimes.
i go back to the doctor on friday morning for blood draw and ultrasound. wish me luck. it is a good sidn that my lower back is hurting b/c it is likely my ovaries are growing rather large and pushing on everything....which doesn't FEEL good, but at least i suspect i am making progress (which i cannot confirm until i go back to the dr).
i took it as a good sign that tammy called, but i am not taking anything for granted b/c previous times when we've reconnected, she has re-found her anger. which i am not good about dealing with. i run out of words. don't know how to fix it.
anyway. i am taking it one day at a time.it was good to hear from her.