Regret... is this what it feels like?
Do ever regret something that you could probably still do something about? Well I kinda do at the moment. But it's weird because I didn't even think I cared that much about it. It's this nagging little something that won't leave me alone. And the thing is, I really don't want to do anything about it. I don't plan on acting on anything... but it still won't go away!!!
AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!! so frustrating
I've moved on, but I think I'm changing how I used to feel... meaning that this is where the regret comes in. At the time I didn't give two shits. Funny, because I didn't even realize it was happening until it was over...
After reading what I just wrote, I think I want something similar to what I had, but not the exact thing. Ummm did you get that? Ok, what I mean is that there was something good in my life and I didn't know what to do with it, so I let it go. Now I've grown a little, and my outlook on life is in the middle of changing. And I think I'm ready for what I gave up. Since I don't know how to start from scratch, I'm looking to what I had because it's the only thing I know...
wow that's a mouthful...