i love andrew smith...

[erinbear85]

so today was pretty chill..except for the fact that john decided to frickin call and wake me up at 9 and ask me what im doing...duh..dummy...anyways, these past few days have been stressful beyond all reason...and the funny thing is that i had this week off from kindercare. well sunday, andrea, jennie, ashley and i went to woodfield and out to dinner to CPK..mmmmmmm...i needed a good day of shoppin with the ladies...well then i worked monday night and it was free fitness day, so i had my work cut out for me...but luckily john showed up and helped me out. i flipped out at andrew and i told him that i was gonna quit because i cant handle 2 jobs and all the personal problems that im facing right now. he sat me down, made me take deep breaths and tell him what was really wrong. i told him everything..everything at home, both my jobs, john, about how i miss ISU and about how i miss my mom. he calmed me down and talked to me about everything, which i appreciated sooo much. tuesday, me and my girl kelly, went to stratford square and out to lunch. i needed another day of shoppin with my girl and it was nice to dress up and go out for the day. yesterday, was interesting. i went to work in the morning and i was supposed to get off of work around 12, but john was late and forgot that he was supposed to work. yay. so i was stuck there til 1, but while i was working, me and andrew talked about a lot and he asked me if i wanted to go shopping with him. i told him, yeah sure, and we went shopping for his 10 year high school reunion. we talked about a lot and it was really nice to hang with him. we finally ended our "date night" as what he called it, going to taco bell and gettin some foooooood...i love him. tonight will probably be another chill night and hangin with kelly..ohh ohhhh, i totally forgot to tell about the prank calling that i attempted. oh my gosh. so me and kelly were in a weird mood yesterday and i was like, "well lets prank call john" so i proceeded to put on my english accent and call the boy. he picked up and i started saying, "do you have full throttle..." but i couldnt finish and i blew it. i told him that i wanted to see if he had full throttle and would proceed to ask if he has full throttle in his pants, and he said yes to both questions...ohhh john mcmahon. oh boy. how i love youuuu sooo... but today some things happened that made my day...i thinkkk that im getting an apartment with one of my friends and i am finally getting transferred to the kindercare by my house...which makes my life soo much easier..YAY...anyways, off to nap before i go out tonight...oh and i get to open tomorrow morning at the gym..yayyy...i get to be out of the house at 4:40 am. peace out all...

p.s. if my friend reads this..and she knows who she is..i dont like the feeling of uneasiness and how you got upset at me yesterday. i was telling you something that you should already know. if you want to be pissed at me, that is your decision, but i would do the same for you if the roles were reversed..and you SHOULD know that. respecting someones personal life and what goes on in it is something that i believe whole-heartedly and you should know that...all my other friends do.

p.s.s. i miss you joshy, t, lindsey, aaron, erica, all my friends...missss you tonssss!!!